Even the strongest have moments of great weakness...
It seems like the stronger I become, the more intense my fall can potentially be. It's a terrifying thought, but between the growing strength of my relationship with God, the amazing friendships I've made and my family, I know I'll be OK eventually. I may never share or reach out during those weak moments, but I know for a fact that if I really needed someone, I am incredibly lucky in the amount of people I know I can count on. My thoughts get the best of me at times, and I just have to breathe and accept my limitations. Life is what it is, and I'm learning to be OK with that.
I still have insecurities, doubts, fears... Just like anyone else. So, how do I let it all go? I want to grow and be strong and help influence others to be the best they can be - I just want to make a difference. I don't want the credit or the acknowledgement. I just want to help build people up and help them reach their goals, even if it means giving up mine or completely losing myself in doing so. Maybe in losing myself I will find exactly where I need to be...
